From the age of 8 or 9 I have masturbated regularly

"...I first experienced sexual intercourse when I was 16, I had felt ready for sex since I was 15 but as the law is in the UK I waited till 16. Once I turned sixteen I actively searched for a boyfriend, for the sole reason that I wanted sex..."


From the age of 8 or 9 I have masturbated regularly, and can remember as far back as when I was 3 or 4 ‘playing' with myself, but of course at the time I had no idea what sex was or anything about the subject for that matter. I was first told at the age of 8 by my mother the physical side of sex and how babies were made, I was fascinated and told all my friends at school!

For many years I masturbated using the technique of rubbing my pussy against a pillow or cuddly toy, my clitoris is way to sensitive to stimulate directly so this is one of the only ways I can ‘get myself off'. I can have a guaranteed orgasm every time I masturbate, and keep doing it again and again. The most orgasms I have had in one sitting is about 25. I always find the first one most powerful and if I insert a vibrator I can feel myself pulsating around it.

Just recently I used another technique which may other women have written about and that is using the water stream from a showerhead.

I first experienced sexual intercourse when I was 16, I had felt ready for sex since I was 15 but as the law is in the UK I waited till 16. Once I turned sixteen I actively searched for a boyfriend, for the sole reason that I wanted sex. I met a guy over the Internet, he lived a long way away but we still met. On the 2nd time I met up with him, (we didn't have sex even though we had planed to) we just engaged in loads of foreplay and oral sex, which I did enjoyed. So finally on the 3rd time we met I had sex with him. After meeting him the previous times I had no physical attraction to him, which has left me feeling very guilty about having sex with him. I treated sex cheaply and I will always regret it. On the 3rd occasion he came to pick me up and took me back to a hotel near his house there I lost my virginity to him, it was painless and a complete disappointment. I only did it out of duty because he had traveled so far to collect me, and I had promised him sex. It left me feeling empty and unhappy. We did meet one last time and had sex but no matter how hard I tried I could not find the physical attraction I needed to be able to stay with him, so I broke it off.

Two months later I met my present Boyfriend, he is amazing and a great lover. I love and enjoy having sex with him; it's a pleasure to share my body with him because I love him. The worst thing was having to tell him that I had been with someone else before, but he made me feel good by saying that he felt privileged that he was the second and that after a bad experience I trusted and loved him enough to be open about my past.

I can't go back on my past, but I want to say to other young women out there: don't ever feel you have to have sex with someone out of duty and don't do it just because you want to know what its like…sex is amazingly better when you are with someone you love.




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