He Can Masturbate In Front Of Me

I'm 30 years old and I feel like I've just had a sexual awakening. The man I'm marrying is very sexually open. I have not been for most of my life. He can masturbate in front of me and has no shame or problems with it. I like to watch him but have felt uncomfortable doing it myself. I have masturbated since the age of 13 and been able to have orgasms in private with no problem, and I enjoy it very much, but I haven't been able to masturbate in front of a partner. In fact, in all of my sexual experiences it has been extremely difficult for me to achieve orgasm, from intercourse or from my partner manually or orally stimulating me, due to nervousness and/or an inability to "let go".

That changed a few months ago, when my fiancé asked me to simply relax and allow him to play with me. He said not to worry about coming, just to breathe and enjoy the sensations. He made me very comfortable first, kissed and caressed me, pulled the covers over me so I would be nice and warm, and then spent a lot of time softly rubbing my clitoris with some lube on his fingers. He was very gentle and stroked it as if it were a fragile, precious object instead of clumsily grinding away on it or hurting it as some of my exes have done. He rubbed my clit in a circular motion very delicately until I felt it swell and ache with desire. He sucked one of my nipples gently as well. I had not been so turned on with anyone, ever. It felt amazing and I found myself uncharacteristically spreading my legs and moaning. Having my clit rubbed like that and my nipples stimulated at the same time was the most incredible thing I have ever felt. I completely lost myself in it and did what he asked... forgot about trying to come and just enjoyed what he was doing to me.

He went on licking and sucking my nipples while continuing to gently rub my clitoris. My emotions felt like tears and sobs welling up. I felt more swelling, like a dam about to burst, his fingers caressing my engorged clit. I began to tremble, with the intense feeling building, then exploded into ecstatic orgasm... and the craziest thing happened... A huge and copious rush of fluid came gushing out of me, soaking his hand... the bed... me... everything!! I was scared because it felt like I was peeing but it was the greatest sensation I'd ever felt. I thought at first that I would be ashamed of the mess, but he was ecstatic and told me he was incredibly turned on by it.

After that, my life changed. Now that he knows how to relax me and open me up physically and emotionally, the ejaculation happens almost every single time I come. My sex life is the best it has ever been. I can't believe I didn't know I could "squirt" until I was 30!! He has begun occasionally stimulating my G-spot with his fingers, which we have discovered also causes me to squirt.

Also, now that my guard is finally down, we masturbate in front of each other all the time and have astounding orgasms and lots of sexy fun together. I'm so happy I'm marrying this man and I look forward to years of this kind of fulfillment!

by Anonymous,30

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