I Can't Masturbate-It Just Hurts

Well I have had only two sexual experiences, if that's what you want to call them. My first was in kindergarten. The class was having story time and I had to go to the bathroom, I asked the teacher if I could go, and since our bathroom was inside the class she let me. This girl I was friends with followed me in. I told her to get out but she said no, I told her to leave again but still she said no. This went on for a while until i decided to go ahead, because I had to use it really bad. As I was using it the girl just stood there and watched. When I got up she started humping me and pretty soon we were against the wall. I had no idea what we were doing, but I thought it was a fun game even though I knew it was bad. She pulled her pants down after a while and we continued until this boy walked in and she pulled hers up and walked out.

My other sexual experience was when I was 11 and this fifteen year old boy I had been flirting with for a couple of days rubbed my vulva. Since I had known him for the past year, but only talked to him for about three days prior to when he touched me, so since I didn't want to be known as a slut I moved his hand and told him no. I actually kept talking to him over the phone and see him around a lot but he hasn't tried that again yet.

But I belive because of that girl I have an attraction to women. I'm only 15 and still am a virgin but I would like to have sex with a women. I would never have a serious realtionship or fall in love with one, but I would like to have sex with one. I don't even hit on girls. I believe I'm straight, because the only attraction I have to women is sexual and thats only if I see them already having sex in a porn or something. Boys on the other hand I hit on all the time. And have fantisies about that one boy constantly. Yet I cant masturbate, I tried it once I got the tip of my finger in and it hurt so I dont try anymore. I can't masturbate, it just hurts. I would like to know how to fix that.

by Anonymous

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