Loosing Virginity-I Bled Heavily

I am currently nineteen and lost my virginity about a year and a half ago to my boyfriend of a few months. I had never masturbated before and had limited oral sex experience. I had never had an orgasm. The only expectation I had for my first time was pain and I was not disappointed in this. He was a virgin, too, so I imagine it did not last long, but all I could focus on was the immense pain. It could have been half a minute or half an hour. I have no idea. But this did not surprise me. Afterwards, we laid together and I bled all over his white sheets for hours. But I don't consider this a bad experience. Our relationship had not been long at the time but was very intense and we could not get enough of each other. After a while, sex (for me) got better. I don't regret the experience in the least, not even the pain. I'm glad I got the full experience from someone I trusted rather than experiment on my own just to prevent the pain. Losing our virginity together made us feel very close and I would not have done it any other way. Sometimes I feel the people on this website wish they had prepared themselves for sex more before they began with a partner. I would like to be a voice that says that its OK to learn together and experience all the emotions involved with sex, including both pleasure AND pain. It all depends on how you feel.

by Anonymous

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